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Every time I walk out of the house
Put on another face
Just to blend in with the crowd
So nobody sees me
You would never believe me

I tell you that I'm whole, but I'm still healing
I tell you that I'm happy, but I'm grieving
Thought I was a fighter
I'm still in the fire (Fire)

But if I'm being honest
I'm not being honest
I'll give you roses just hopin' you don't see the weeds in my garden
If I'm being honest
I'm at my darkest
I'm sitting here waitin' and prayin' for someone to show me what love is
I'm just being honest (I'm just being honest)
I'm just being honest (I'm just being honest)

Every time I'm past the hardest part
Here comes another ghost just to pull me to the dark
I thought it was over (thought it was over)
God, let this be over

'Cause if I'm being honest
I'm not being honest
I'll give you roses just hopin' you don't see the weeds in my garden
If I'm being honest
I'm at my darkest
I'm sitting here waitin' and prayin' for someone to show me what love is
I'm just being honest
I'm just being honest, mm, mm

I tell you that I'm whole, but I'm still healing
I tell you that I'm happy, but I'm grieving
Thought I was a fighter
(Thought I was a fighter)
I'm still in the fire

'Cause if I'm being honest
I'm not being honest
I'll give you roses just hopin' you don't see the weeds in my garden
(Don't see it, don't see it, no)
If I'm being honest
I'm at my darkest
(I'm at my darkest)
I'm sitting here waitin' and prayin' for someone to show me what love is
I'm just being honest (honest)

Songwriters: Cydney Fam / Dennis Cook / Dorian Lackey / Kyndal Inskeep / Tyler Ward

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