If I Lose Myself

I'm way too good at leaving people
And I'm becoming who I need to be
Sorry if I'm not the same at least the way I used to be
And I just seen a lot of people change up
Sleeping on your boy you better wake up
Takin it, takin it back for myself
I never,I never had no one's help
Who was I givin' like all of my wealth
I had a purpose and I had been driven and I had been living for bigger than me
Givin the fake what you bringin to me
Livin' inside of the beauty between
Now you can answer this question for me

Will I still have you?
Tell me will I still have you?
You see I'm changing
In your eyes I just want to know
Will I still have you?
Even if I lose myself?
Even if I lose myself?
Even if I lose myself?

And a lot of people been askin where did I go?
You changed up, you switched up like wow
And you don't care, you don't care about me no
That's not true, that's not true
X:X for all my exes'
I've been tryin' to learn all these lessons
People changed, what you expectin'?
My new motto is no regret and I'm workin' hard like we all know
Boy say it's the God flow
I don't answer no text message I'm sorry that I can't call you

Will I still have you?
Tell me will I still have you?
You see I'm changing
In your eyes I just want to know
Will I still have you?
Even if I lose myself?
Even if I lose myself?
Even if I lose myself?

And all that has been goin' on
I've been waiting for this for too long
You been here through it all
Don't turn your back
Hold on to that

Will I still have you?
Tell me will I still have you?
You see I'm changing
In your eyes I just want to know
Will I still have you?
Even if I lose myself?
Even if I lose myself?
Even if I lose myself?