Church Home

I need a church, and church family. I haven't been to church in a long time and I am starting to loose my faith. I don't hear from God/Jesus/Holy Spirit and when I pray I feel it is just words I say to myself. I have ideas and things I want to do for a church ministry but I don't have any motivation. Part of this is because I feel guilty leaving my dad at the house all by himself. I work all week (40 hours sometimes more) and then I feel bad leaving him alone (he is capable of taking care of himself).  He doesn't want to go to church. Please pray that I stop feeling guilty and find a church home. Thank you.